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Gilded Cage
Gilded Cage by Vic James

My rating: 2 of 5 stars

Content warnings: mentions of rape, violence, death, alcohol use, alcohol abuse, slavery, inequality, abuse of power, abuse of magic, oppression

I received a copy courtesy of Netgalley in exchange for a fair and honest review.

I legitimately cannot make any of my feelings about this book into a comprehensive review. I’ve been trying. Since March. And I’m done trying so this is what you’re going to get.

YOU CANNOT CONSENT TO A ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE WHO OWNS YOU.

WHY IS A 10 YEAR OLD IN CHARGE OF WATCHING A BABY?

WHY IS THIS A STORY ABOUT MOSTLY WHITE PEOPLE? AND THE FEW POC WHO DO APPEAR GET BEATEN BADLY? IT DOESN’T MAKE IT BETTER OR OK THAT THE WHITE PEOPLE WHO ARE SLAVES DO SO AS WELL. THERE WAS ONE FLEETING MENTION THAT I RECALL OF A POC WHO HAD SKILL. THAT IS PREPOSTEROUS. AUTHORS STOP WRITING BOOKS WHERE POC EITHER MAGICALLY DON’T EXIST OR ARE A VERY SMALL MINORITY.

On the level of the politics and history it was VERY well done

Like the author took her time to really build up the history and work on the politics

and set up political uprising
or attempts of but the rest of it falls short in SO MANY WAYS.

Ok so it’s failings
It jumps around a lot in point of views and sometimes has the bad habit of trying to make you remember small details mentioned in passing from the beginning of the book near the end of the book
Obviously treatement of slaves vs masters
and skilled vs commoners
(commoners who aren’t slaves not just the slaves)
It has the double edged sword of some of the skilled working undercover to “help” the slaves
BUT
their help winds up putting the slaves lives at risk
literally
and can condemn them to a life of being a slave
or worse
One of the slaves is condemned into being a dog
his crime?
during his slavery he and his wife were slaves at an estate and one of the skilled raped his wife and impregnated her and kept raping her to the point that she hung herself
not only that but the skilled have this skill, they all have it, where they can mind rape you as well
they can go in your mind and make it so you can forget what happened
or not be able to talk about it
and some can go in your mind to try and figure out if that’s happened and it’ll drive you insane
and kill you
so he figure out that was happening that she was being raped mentally and physically
it’s called being silenced
and after she killed herself (and the baby) he snapped and killed everyone on the estate
so he got turned over to the sadistic master of torture, got made to forget EVERYTHING but his crime
and forced into acting like a dog
gets fed dog food
is naked all the time
walks on all 4s
regardless of weather
etc
and got turned over to an equally sadistic skilled
minus those two though, everyone else thinks it’s horrific that he’s a dog
yeah
and sadistic asshole revealed at end of the book, plot twist, he found a way to take skilled people’s skill away from them
So now of course I have to read the second book because I need to find out what happens next because that’s a huge thing
Like is there going to be a huge overthrow now?
cause there was just one overthrow of the ruler person I can’t think of the title
but that was done as punishment because someone, a skilled, was brazen enough to come forward and say “i’m behind all the riots in one of the slave towns and this is my doing”
no trial
just “well as my position allows I’m making executive judgement”
it’s also all white people
well not exclusively
but the main characters are all heavily implied as
there’s a few non white
but majority? white
Cause we all know England is predominantly white……..not
Oh and once you start your slavedays you aren’t seen as people anymore……..parallel anyone?
That’s why I’m taking it
Also the parents
Luke, Abi, and Daisy’s parents. They’re present
but
flat
Like I could literally take them out and replace them with ANYTHING and it’d be just as effective
talking dog? sure why not
animate piece of cardboard? definitely
They suffer from sexy lamp syndrome
Except they’re not there to be sexy
And then Silyen, Jenner, and Gavar? Power hungry egotistical father and mother who cares more about appearances than anything else
the former trio are the slaves and the latter trio are the skilled
Jenner could be a sexy lamp to Abi who is barely more of a character
she starts out as a hopefully well rounded character but….
Silyen is manipulative
and Gavar? definitely cares about his daughter. Little else. Sadistic lazy asshole who enjoys raping slaves, having sex with equals to “show them the ropes of parliament”, and shooting slaves in “hunting accidents” in cold blood
Silyen and Jenner do care somewhat, Jenner moreso than Silyen
but Jenner is still a sexy lamp

What Gilded Cage lacks is the terror and the atrocity that the Skilled inflict upon their slaves. While reading this it felt like I was stuck in the worst job I’ve ever worked, soul defeating but bearable. That was until I encountered the character of Dog. Here is a man who is broken and turned into a thing. This is what I wanted Gilded Cage to be. The horror of what a society built upon slavery does, not cotton candy fluff sprinkled with bits of moldy fruit cake.

-Katie Sholty, Goodreads Reviewer

 

The only character I liked was the all-powerful son of the Evil Superpower Lord, Silyen. He was a true charming but devious but manipulative weasel, but possibly working for good??? I say “possibly” because I have literally no clue what he was trying to achieve.

It only had a small smidge of romance (YAY) but it was instalove between a slave girl and her master (NAY). Like how can you fall in love with a guy who’s family destroys and murders and turns people into abused animalsand steals your memories??? Like sure, the guy she likes might not be doing it himself: but his FAMILY ARE and he does 0% to stop them or indicate he thinks it’s wrong. HIS BROTHER FRIKKIN SHOOTS HIS SLAVE GIRL MISTRESS IN THE PROLOGUE BECAUS LOL @ WHY NOT.

Least to say the romance was hella disturbing.

……

the kids had parents, but haha, did they even ever SPEAK? no. they were about as active as a peanut butter sandwich

……….

ALL IN ALL: It was definitely a great premise with SO much potential! I would’ve liked to have understood everyone’s motives, but I did not. I would’ve liked to have a character to connect/care about, but still #nope. Total chance it was just me who got confused. But the book was like toast I was really looking forward to, but dropped, and it fell jam side down on the floor.

Cait (Paper Fury), Goodreads Reviewer

 

Gilded Cage brings nothing new to the table. Like Victoria Aveyard’s Red Queen, it features a modern yet dystopian society wherein the “normal” lower class suffers under the reign of the “special” upper class. Unsurprisingly, the book revolves around the gradual reformation of such a flawed political hierarchy. The only twist to the overrated plot is that each member of the British lower class is required to be a slave for ten years. The rationale behind this is that the Skilled royals are above doing menial work; their powers entitle them to an indefinite amount of free time, which is supposedly spent to maintain order in society.

Joshua Gabriel (Forever Bookish Josh), Goodreads Reviewer

I literally can NOT recommend this book. AT ALL. But, if you want to read it, I’m not going to stop you. Just be advised, I’m not exaggerating any of this. Nor are the 3 people I’ve quoted above. I both want to read the second book to see where the politics in this book go because that was the most well developed in this book and don’t want to because it disgusted me that much. 2 stars because I’m rounding up for the politics and history.

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Huntsmen
Huntsmen by Michelle Osgood

My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Content warnings: sex, lesbian relationships, gay relationships, bisexual relationships, genderfluid characters, violence

 

Disclaimer: I received an ARC from the author/publisher in exchange for a fair and honest review.

This review took me a little bit of time to write. I had a bit of processing to do for it. I enjoyed it but there was processing.

Another disclaimer for this book, I didn’t read the book before this one so I *MIGHT* have missed some things and other things may have been explained in the book prior. I acknowledge that and if that is so and I find that out when I eventually buy and read that book I will update this review to reflect that. However, at this point in time, I am going off of the information that I have based off of what was given to me contextually in *THIS* book.

Now that that’s all said, one of the things that niggled at me was Taryn. Ryn in themselves was NOT the problem. EVERYONE else in relation to Ryn was. Kiara especially. For someone who is suppose to be a partner of a genderqueer person and supposedly understanding of said genderqueer person I would expect them to use pronouns and refer to their partner as more than just “she”. It was disappointing to me. Like as a reader who is genderfluid just seeing that a main character (it’s arguable that both Ryn and Kiara are main characters in the book as the book revolves around them both) focuses *ONLY* on the fact that one of Ryn’s pronouns is “she” and ignores the other pronoun is “they”. I get that everyone is different especially between genderfluid and genderqueer. But as someone who is constantly referred to as “she” instead of “they” by people they’ve asked to use “they/them” pronouns it still hurts to read it. And it reads a bit like misgendering someone. Like I got really excited when they were first introducing and pronouns were introduced as well. Like no one explicitly asked “hey what are your pronouns?” It was just “I’m (name) and my pronouns are (pronouns)” which is about how it should go anyway. But then to have the cis characters constantly call Ryn “she” just really bothered me. Xan West articulates it a lot better in their review here.

I also couldn’t really get behind Ryn and Kiara’s relationship as their first go around with their relationship felt kind of toxic in the it was all consuming way. Like they got too caught up in each other. Or more, Kiara got herself way too consumed and caught up in Ryn as Ryn was able to manage to continue to be productive and continue her career where Kiara wasn’t. She made her whole world out to be just Ryn.

The sex in this book was definitely hot. I’ll say that for sure. I definitely liked that Ryn’s dysphoria was addressed and respected. And that Kiara and Ryn had the talk of consent of what was ok beforehand. As a person with body dysphoria it’s a huge issue when it comes to sex (of course it’s a huge issue for me just getting undressed to get in the shower but that’s another topic altogether). It’s nice to see it addressed in a way that doesn’t show it as “ewwwww you have dysphoria well screw you” or that kind of attitude or type of attitude. I’ve talked to people who’ve had that kind of attitude and like even in general conversation that’s a huge turn off just to talk to a person.

I absolutely LOVED the focus of queer family. Family they chose for themselves. It’s heartwarming and wonderful. They support each other and don’t leave each other out for themselves. And the geekiness that permeated through them. Not all of them were geeky but they all participated in being geeky even if it wasn’t their thing. It was absolutely wonderful. I could feel the love they had for each other. And the love they had for the newcomer in their family group and acceptance of their newcomer once Kiara made it clear she wasn’t leaving Ryn. I definitely know people who have their chosen family like that. And to my own extent have my own though we’re not quite that close as we all have our own illnesses and such that prevent us from seeing each other as much as we’d like.

I’d definitely recommend this to anyone who wants to read a book about werewolf shifters and hot sex. With some incidents of violence. And chosen queer family who’ll stand by each other’s side while the world falls apart and is against them.

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Ghost Girl in the Corner
Ghost Girl in the Corner by Daniel José Older

My rating: 4 of 5 stars

 

Content warnings: lesbian relationship, death, drug mentions

I adored this book. It’s a nice novella to tide you over in between Shadowshaper and Shadowhouse Fall that’s coming out later this year. I haven’t read Bone Street Rumba but I did catch the character that appeared in this novella from that world. I also caught a lot of other references that I’m not going to mention because you’ll just have to read it and catch them yourself (and it’s so worth it trust me).

I adored the fact that this, like Shadowshaper, was a political commentary especially with regards to how police can and do tend to treat brown people when they go missing. Which basically comes down to the fact of if you’re not white they don’t particularly care as much.

The author also did this wonderful interview with himself about this book here which I advise all of you listen to. I definitely advise you read this book AFTER reading Shadowshaper (it’ll make SO MUCH MORE sense).

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Shadowshaper
Shadowshaper by Daniel José Older

My rating: 5 of 5 stars

 

Content warnings: discussions or depictions of violence, racism, sexism, gentrification, family values, appropriation, family values, heterosexual relationships, lesbian relationships, police brutality, respectability politics, anti-blackness, misogyny, colorism, racial identity, white apathy,  ancestral memory, street harassment, slurs, ableism

This was my first book I read from this author. Like I’ve read the stuff he’s put up on his Wattpad account and follow his Twitter account and read the stuff he puts up on his website as well. So I knew going into this that I already liked his style of writing and I like his voice (both his speaking voice and his writing voice) as well as the things he says. Knowing all that going in, holy crap! I was still blown away by this book. THIS is a good example of what I mean when I say I want diverse books.

Once I started this, I did NOT want to stop reading it. And *HATED* having to put it down to do anything. I read it in once sitting essentially. With interruptions of having to deal with life things (unfortunately food is needed to survive so shopping was necessary). But like initially, the cover was what drew me in. It’s colourful. It’s GORGEOUS. It’s unapologetic. It not only fits the general theme of the book’s main character Sierra (especially her unapologetically being authentically herself which I *LOVED*) and the book itself but it sets the entire mood and theme of the book and helps you to really get into the book IMO. The cover photo was done by Michael Frost and the cover art and design was Christopher Stengel and they deserve so much appreciation and love for what they’ve helped to create for this book. Truly.

Nydia was one of my favourite characters and I want her to get her own library so badly in this series at some point. I loved Tee and Izzy as well. But I adored Nydia and Sierra the most. I also loved that there was no heroine hijacking in this book (where MC girl meets boy and suddenly the story is ALL about their love story and him instead of where it originally was going because that seriously irks me in books and is a huge thing in YA that happens). Sierra’s portrayal and her friendships felt real and authentic to me. Like they were people who I could run into were I to go out with the intention to meet people. I loved that her friends supported her but they weren’t guilted in the “if you don’t support everything I do then we’re not friends” way that some novels do. And that the ones who felt they couldn’t support this part by doing what everyone else was doing weren’t guilted into doing the thing. Yes some tried and it was stated that the characters felt bad that this person couldn’t be there for them to do this but they more or less understood and weren’t going to try and make them. Acknowledging the hurt and accepting it was an important thing to show since a lot of media especially geared at teens and female teens in particular like to focus on ignoring the fact that things like that can and will hurt and that it’s ok to tell a friend that you love and support them but can’t physically be there supporting them for this. We need more healthy depictions of friendships like that.

The acknowledgement of attraction to Robbie but not wanting to be too involved in him was also great. As was the discussion Sierra and Robbie had regarding his tattoos and his not fully knowing his heritage/ancestry.

One of my favourite quotes in the book comes from Sierra looking at herself in the mirror and giving herself her own pep talk.

Today she looked menacingly into the mirror and said: “I’m Sierra María Santiago. I am what I am. Enough.” She sighed. These days were spooky enough without her talking to herself. “More than enough.”

The last line especially. She is definitely more than enough. Everyone is. And I think that’s a quote that will resonate with people, especially teens. At least I hope it will.

I look forward to reading more in this series. It’s a  great first book. There’s background, there’s action, there’s conflict, there’s resolution, there’s a solid ending that is both ambiguous enough to continue but enough to leave you satisfied and happy that it’s an end.

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El Diablo
El Diablo by M. Robinson

My rating: 1 of 5 stars

 

Content warnings: molestation, attempted rape, emotional abuse, mental abuse, suicide by pills, alcohol use, alcohol abuse, mentions of drug sales and useage, cheating mention, death mentions, heterosexual relationships

I received a free ARC in exchange for a fair and honest review.

I HATED this book. I hate that despite asking the author before via previous reviews (that I know she’s read) that she STILL doesn’t put warnings or didn’t put a warning out about the book. I hate how many people love this book. I hate that it’s 2016 and books that AREN’T historical/regency/etc romances still have men owning women and it being a “joke” that the daughter won’t ever be allowed to date because of the father and his desire to never see HIS babygirl not date.

Like, I literally CAN’T describe how angry I am with this book. So here’s some gifs

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The first 20% ish of this book I enjoyed. The setting up of the childhood and everything that happened that would later affect the story. After that? It all falls to hell. And after this point, if you DON’T want spoilers, don’t read further. (for those that do, highlight from here on out)

So, now that you’re at this point, I presume you want the spoilers so here we go. Some of this is going to be directly copied from a chat I had with a friend about it where I was ranting. I make absolutely no apologies for this.

so first 20% is his childhood
 

we see how fucked up his dad is

 

and his sister and childhood love almost get raped

 

his father makes him kill the guys who did so

 

or were going to

 

his father set it up btw

 

his father also set up the death of his mother

 

causing him and his childhood love to not marry like they were going to

 

she is pregnant by him

for fucks sake, she almost gets raped after getting the shit beat out of her by an ex he saves the day and kills the asshole 
and he takes care of her and once she’s healed she can’t leave his place w/o his guards because even though he’s taken care of the “threat” he has her and everyone else convinced he hasn’t
so she goes back to the american ballet company (ABC as it’s professionally known in the dance community)
and he does this bullshit where her first night she’s healed he brings back a hooker, leaves his door open knowing hers is, fucks the hooker, loudly and intentionally to hurt her
 

constantly pushes her away and then shows her tenderness and then pushes her away again

and he’s of course mafia crime boss
And now, he made sweet love to her then dumped her like yesterday’s trash and is publicly courting another woman to further hurt her
And now he’s threatening to forcefully make her suck his cock
Right now he’s just now telling her that he knew her mother and they were engaged
 

And he literally just told her (direct quote)

 

“Do you know how many times over the years I had to catch myself from calling you Sophia? Stop myself from groaning out her name, instead of yours when we were fucking. All those years you’ve been asking me what carino means. It was always your mother, Lexi. She was my carino.”

 

ok nevermind they aren’t related

 

the asshole who married his sister cheated on her with his former fiancée

but that’s not how it’s presented early on in the book
with his warped ass distortion of things when it came to Sophia and Michael….
oh nope. never mind. He is actually right on this one with Michael and Sophia
“I was there the day he met you. Hiding in the shadows, in the dark. Where I’ve been living all my fucking life. Watching him hold you for the first time. Seeing Sophia’s broken face when he told her he wouldn’t be a part of your life. That you were a mistake, an accident. Your daddy never wanted you. And your mother spent the rest of her life battling her demons every time she looked in your eyes.”
 

How fucking awful do you have to be to say something like that to someone

 

regardless of the truth of it

 

And apparently “the devil” had Michael (the dude that fathered lexi) murdered

 

And his sister (because she happened to be in the car that day)

 

He also killed his father but that was a death worth it

 

And she just shot him and he faked his own death but she doesn’t know that yet

 

And now she knows

And now he’s coming clean to her of all the lies through the years
UGH!
And they happily get married and everything’s great.

WORST BOOK SINCE 50sog. 

As far as I’m concerned this is where this book should go
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If you enjoyed 50 shades of grey, this book will be right up your alley with the ignoring the mental and emotional abuse he puts her through. If you didn’t, I can’t in good conscience recommend this book.
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Cinder Ella
Cinder Ella by S.T. Lynn

My rating: 5 of 5 stars

 

Content warnings: bullying by step family, transgender persons, lesbian relationship

I received a free ARC in exchange for a fair and honest review

As I’ve said before but this bears repeating, *I* personally have nothing against transgender people or same sex relationships BUT, I do know people who DO have issues with them. Which is the ONLY reason I put them in content warnings.

Now, that said. I ADORED THE CRAP out of this story. I want more. I want to read more about Ella and Lizabetta and Ella’s neighbour. Like I really liked that this was a retelling of Cinderella and at the same time it wasn’t. Like it’s good enough to stand on it’s own and be it’s own story away from the classic Cinderella fairy tale that most people know and either love or hate.

Now, a word of warning. If you think this is one of those person gets sex reassigned type stories, it isn’t. As far as the story is concerned with telling us Ella still has all bodily organs that she was born with.

One of my favourite scenes has to do with the ball. In the preparation prior to the ball and Ella going into the bathroom while at the ball to fix her makeup. The princesses sister(?) lady-in-waiting(?) chaperone(?) person close to the princess….meets Ella in the bathroom and Ella does her makeup and in turn she gives Ella this eyeshadow that this tailor gave her that she doesn’t think will ever work for her. And then they escort each other out and meet up again at the buffet table.

Another favourite scene (ok two scenes) is the first one meeting the princess and the meeting at the ball while they’re dancing. And it’s because of the conversation. I’m not big on calling female dogs bitches but that’s my own thing and I understand that it is common nomenclature to do so. So I dealt with it but outside of that minor (and it was very very minor) incident I LOVED the conversations they had. Because I can only imagine how incredibly dull and boring a princesses life can be when everyone is just talking about getting her engaged to x,y,z. And I honestly laughed at that because that’s one of the things I think about anytime I read a “princess” type story. Well typical ones at least.

Also, look at the gorgeous cover! It’s just…WOW.

One of the things that I would have loved to see with this story is explaining the relationship between the princess and the aforementioned person above (whose name escapes me at the moment). And I’d love to read a story with her courting the prince she wants to court.

Another that I would have loved to be told was if Ella naturally had a higher voice or not and if not, if she made her voice higher once she presented as Ella.

Overall though, I’d definitely recommend this book. Especially to trans girls everywhere. Though, I’m sure there are parts where the book messes up. But as a genderfluid person who isn’t a trans girl/female/woman I am not the person to point them out.

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Fairy Slippers
Fairy Slippers by Emily Martha Sorensen

My rating: 4 of 5 stars

 

Content warnings: bullying

I received a free ARC in exchange for an honest review.

So, generally, I’ve really enjoyed this series. And to a point I did really enjoy this book. But at the same time I didn’t but that has to do with my own personal experiences with bullying. I do kind of wish a few things were different such as the bullying person actually getting told on and punished but it is what it is. I do hope that the next book shows her getting in trouble for the bullying. But even if not that’s not up to me.

And I can definitely relate to the someone always being in competition with you for *EVERYTHING* thing. It’s truly exhausting and sometimes the competitive person just doesn’t realise it. Doesn’t excuse them being jerks for it but it is what it is.

I can see this book being used as a tool for helping to identify and combating bullying and over competitiveness and truly hope that people use it that way.

All in all, enjoyable book and I look forward to the next.

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Emely's Destiny
Emely’s Destiny by Ariel Marie

My rating: 4 of 5 stars

 

Content warnings: sex, violence, attempted rape, torture mentions, death, heterosexual relationships

I received a free ARC in exchange for a fair and honest review.

This is the first book I’ve read from this author. And while it was a quick read and a short book, it was a very enjoyable one.

I did have a few issues with this book. One was a general issue I have with vampire books generally. The seeing pale skinned vampires. Pale skinned is so coded as white that it bothers me. I have read books with non white vampires and enjoyed those a bit more than the generic pale skinned vampire books (even though the writing in some of those left A LOT to be desired). So I definitely would like to see a lot more non pale skinned vampires. The other problem I have is a general issue with romance/erotica type books. The whole “you’re so wet for me” thing. I mean yes, sure, some women get wet when turned on. But it’s frustrating seeing that so much in almost every book I read that I want to bash my head in sometimes.

Apart from those two issues though, I *REALLY* enjoyed the book. And would definitely recommend it to others. It also had a few moments that made me laugh which was really great.

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Dragon's Egg
Dragon’s Egg by Emily Martha Sorensen

My rating: 4 of 5 stars

 

Content warnings: misogynistic views of women and “their places”, heterosexual relationships

I recieved a free ARC in exchange for a fair and honest review.

This is a short story and a pretty good story. I’m a huge nerd/lover of dragons and this story hit a lot of my wishes for a fantasy book about dragons.

The author isn’t kidding that this is a G rated story. Had the expletives been spelled out I’d rate it up to PG. But really, it doesn’t even need that. The only things I’d consider about changing would be to make it a little longer and potentially put book 1 and book 2 together. But I can understand why the author wouldn’t want to do this.

It’s a good new adult story that I look forward to future installments of when they come out.

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Love Thyself: “gay fiction, transgender fiction, thriller, child trafficking, LGBTQ drama, and Love Thyself” by Layla Stevens

My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Content warnings: sex, paedophilia, prostitution, mentions of miscarriage, cheating, violence, transphobia, hate crimes, suicide, death, talk of medical procedures, childhood abuse by parent, molestation

In addition to the content warnings, there’s trans acceptance by family and doctors and friends. There’s also a bit of medical misinformation in the form of saying that it’s absolutely irreversible to start transitioning and then stopping. I mean yeah, if you’re transitioning there is a good possibility that you won’t be able to reverse certain aspects hormone wise (without going on additional hormones).

This story isn’t perfect. AT ALL. But I had so many emotions from it. I was a little irritated at the whole “pansexual character appears, confesses attraction, and then is forgotten after telling parent about encounter and the fact they’re pansexual”. I mean it’s better than pansexual people not getting any mention but that doesn’t really say much. Pansexual people are also mentioned in the explanation from the doctor about what the letters stand for in LGBTQQIPA (as explained in the story Lesbian/Gay/Bisexual/Transgender/Queer/Quiestining/Intersex/Pansexual/Asexual) (personally, I prefer LGBTQUIA+ – Lesbian/Gay/Bisexual/Transgender & Transexual/Queer & Questioning/Unknown & Uncertain/Intersex & Intergender/Asexual/and the plus standing for all the other gender identities and sexual orientations that you can’t fully put into an acronym and also refuse to acknowledge that an A for ally should be there as allies aren’t marginalized due to gender and/or sexuality orientations).

Ultimately, I loved the acceptance. And the trans family member. And the vindication of getting rid of abusive and toxic people from your life. The particular methods used…eh I wouldn’t advise them but I understand why they were used for the situations in this story.

I would definitely advise people to assess their own mental health and triggers before picking this book/story up.

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